Monday, August 20, 2007.
I started this blog because of a gal name Ariel which i met one month ago. life have been so unexpected for the last one month. I never expect i will meet a gal which i will love her so much and so deeply. My whole world had been surrounded with her face, her eyes, her laughers, her voice, her smell and just everything abt her. I am so glad that she loves me as much. Although there's a lot of obstacles, we are still able to get together on 10 August 2007. Its 9 days since we are together but it seems we are together for 9 months. She makes me forget of all the troubles i have when i see her, makes me laugh, feel sweet in my heart with what she says and let me realise what true love is all about. We gave each other so many promises as though we have been together for a reallly long time. My love for her have been increasing dramatically like a rocket shooting into outer space.

Because of her, i gave up a 6-7 years stable relationship. i feel so guilty and sorry towards my ex-girlfriend. She likes me since 13 years old and finally got together with me when we are 18. I hurt her so badly when i told her that i fell in love with another gal. 12 years... 12 years is the amount of time she spend on me and in the end what i can only tell her is "I sorry"...... I feel that i am such a bad guy and maybe the worst guy she will ever met. Hope she will find someone who truly loves her and care abt her.

Because of this, i feel that some friends start moving apart from me and my sister start to feel that i have forgotten the our common dreams and plans. I feel so pressured about all this when i am alone. My sister sent me a email to let me know what she feel and i replied her of what i feel and i still cherish our common dreams and goals and still fighting towards it.

I am not sure if i am right to make this decision of choosing to be together with ariel in other ppl's view but she is what i want in my life, who i really love and wanted to be with. And i won't have any regrets.

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me.
Leon Liu
3rd April 1982
Aries
Broadcaster
loves.
Ariel Hay
My Moo Sister
dreams.
Set Up An Animation Company
Travel Around The World
Ariel
music.
noise.
acquaintance.
Ariel
Cindy
memories.

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