Nights... Something i hate and love... I love nights sometimes because i can listen to songs i like and do my own things or think of something quietly without being disturb.. but sometimes its just so torturing at night, bothering abt things until lose my sleep.
Loving someone should love who she already is and not trying to change her to who you like. And her past made her who she is now. But say is easy and doin it, is HARD. Because you want to let her be the most happy person in this planet so sometimes you will ask yourself, is she happier last time when you see her past times. Can Someone teach me how to do it?
I hate trying to change someone or keeping someone with who is not truly happy with me. I hate that feeling.
I always believe SMILE tells a person if she is really happy or just happy. Maybe i am wrong, but its just wat i believe.
Experience from the previous relationship, i realise ppl can sometimes force yourself not being your ownself and not doin wat you like to do just because you love that person and accept that person's unreasonable.
Love shouldn't be like this. This type of relationship don't last long.Love should be happy with the person you like and still doing things you like and be yourself. But most relationship doesn't happens this way.
I always feel that did i did something wrongly, but something will just cover my this strange feeling and let me continue with it. Chim right!!! haha.
Recently i just keep listening to a few same songs, maybe those songs just tells how i feel.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Feel like screaming out...how i wish i can escape from this busy city and just stay at a beautiful beach for a few days.... I think i need to find someday to go sentosa and get a lot of sun...to let me feel life is so great again.. I love NATURE and SUNSHINE...haha.

My mood is fine, but sometimes i just think that i think too much. haha. maybe is because i just want to do everything to perfection including love, work, friendship and pushing myself too hard to the limit. Although i think a lot but i am a optimistic person, so after that i will just continue thriving for what i want. haha. =) . Right now i have a love relationship which worth me trying to keep by my side forever, so i will fight for it thru the end. Life is wonderful and lots of things and places waiting for me to explore. I have to work hard so that i can fulfill my dreams.. jia you to myself.. haha..
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