Leon

2010-02-03T01:19:00.002+08:00

I will try to never ever say 道理 to some "one" anymore. No use when ppl not interested in listening or misunderstood your intention. Only cause yourself to have more disappointment.

haiz........

When a person says 道理, ppl thinks he's finding trouble or naggy,
When a person don't care at all, ppl thinks he only care abt himself.

..........

2009-11-04T00:09:00.002+08:00

When you start to realise a family bond is breaking down and tried to do something, but there's nothing you can do after all, only 2 words can describe "可悲".

Sometimes human nature can be more destructive then natural disaster.

2009-09-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

Ia Heaitoe Tuhaies Woouraled.

aI eHiaotue Mayesieoluf.

Ia Sehiouualedin'ot Luiaveei Iin Tohuias Weoirolud.

2009-09-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Happy 25mths anniversary to us baby!!!

Love you always!!

2009-09-09T23:06:00.004+08:00

I am sure everyone have some weakness, or so call something that will make you feel really emotional.

For me, one of it is... my dad.

Since me and my sis came to this world, my dad always give us all the best he can.

Not even a single time i feels that he wants any return from us or like we have already grown up and its time for us to repay him.

To us, we are always a child to him, and up till now he still feels that he have the responsibility to take care of us every time(once maybe a year or 2) we see him.

Every time we see him, he will never let us pay for anything with him around, even his birthday, we want to treat him a meal, he will say he will pay for it. He always feels that we are still young and need money for more important things in the future, so he will pay for us and we can save up our own money for other things.

He always care about how are we doing? Any difficulties? and so on... he wants us to be happy with what we are doing, and well in what we are doing.

He always say to us, most important is to stay safe and healthy.

My dad, to me.. is the best dad in the world.. although he is quite serious when talking certain things, but we know, everything he say, is for our good and care for us.

We knows that our dad always want us to be by his side and miss us a lot. But.. things doesn't always goes the best way...

Every time i think of it, i feel emotional, maybe becos when i grow older, i feel the importance of family and start to feel my parents are getting old too.

Every time i think of it, i feel sad, becos my dad is giving everything to us, care and love us so much, even though we are unable to be by his side for most of our life time up till now. That's the thing make me feel the saddest, feeling that that's nothing i can do to repay him, or did nothing that can really make him feel proud.

Really hope he can stay healthy and always happy with my Yi.

I just hope and pray that my parents can live healthy and happily.

*pray*pray*

2009-08-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND MY BABY!!!

2009-04-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

My Hamsters Xiao Hei and Junior have 4 new baby hamster Lo!!!! Yeahhhhh...

2009-03-18T18:33:00.002+08:00

.dirty.disgusted.hated.

The first and only time in my life.....

2009-02-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th months anniversary to us!!!

Baby, I Love You!!

2009-02-02T09:18:00.003+08:00

I am so so so sad..... feel that i lost something impt....

My beloved hamster Xiao Bai died this morning ard 845am............

He saved his last few breath to see me before he died in front of me.....

I have realised for the past few days that he looks sick, he keep breathing very hard when sleeping(look like those irregular breathing), always look very very tired, and action became very slow and his eyes never really open as big as he normally do... and he keep putting his hands on the stone which he use to polish his teeth and just feel a sleep like that... looks like praying or something...

This morning i came back from work after night shift, saw him laying sideway at the bottom level of his cage, seems like sleeping, so i called him but he never open his eyes which he normally do. but i can see him breathing very hard and irregularly, so i touched him, but he still never open his eyes and i really realise something is very wrong with him. his breathing become lesser because his body pulse become less frequent. After a while, his body pulse stop and no matter how i touch him or move him. He just never wake up.

And I Realise he is dead...he left me and ariel....Everything happened in just a matter of 10 mins.

He really look so poor thing....

Hope he will have a better life in the next reincarnation...

He is always so lifely, love eating, biting things and love to look pretty.

I will miss you Xiao Bai....

2009-01-16T06:40:00.001+08:00

Baby and I are at the airport waiting for departure to bangkok.. shopping , shopping and shopping.. Bangkok here i come!!!!

Love you baby!!!!

Happy Birthday To My Baby!!

2008-12-31T01:01:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st birthday my baby Ariel!!!

Wish you stay pretty and happy forever!!!

I love you always!!!

2008-09-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

I am going to hong kong again in 7 more hours lo!!!! =) hahhaa.. and this time with my baby!!!!

Love you baby!!

2008-08-10T03:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US BABY!!

So happy to have you being part of my life and of course rest of my life.

Its 1st year and we still have a lot a lot of years in front of us, and i believe those will be even more amazing and greater than the one that has past.

I love you always!!

2008-07-10T00:02:00.001+08:00

Happy 11th month anniversary to us baby!!!

I am so happy to have you by my side!!

I love you always!!!

Happy 10th Months Anniversary!!!

2008-06-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 10 mths to me and my baby Ariel!!!!!

I love you so much dear!!!!

Holland beat Italy 3-0!!! come on holland!!!

Man Utd Champion Of Europe!!!!!

2008-05-22T06:07:00.003+08:00

Yeahhhhh!!!!! Man Utd won the champions' league!!!!! They are the King of Europe!!! They made the Doubles(Champion league & Premier League)!!!

I Love You , My baby Ariel!!!!

Redang Trip

2008-04-16T08:57:00.021+08:00

This Redang trip is a my 26 birthday present from my baby. I enjoyed so much.. but time still flies.. haha.. Soo soo beautiful Redang.. with my soo soo beautiful baby.. I love you baby!

Our trip is 4 night 3 Days, but we actually only spent 2 days there because of the coach journey took us ard 12hrs one way, so two way is 24HRS!!! Should have spent one more day there... haha. 2 of us drag ourselves bk to Singapore, can't bear leaving the wonderful Redang Beach and Sun.. although we already got SUNBURNT!! Hahahaha =)

We took a coach at Golden Mile Complex on 2nd April 1030pm and reach Terengganu Merang Jetty ard 9am and took 1 hr of ferry to reach our destination ----> Redang Laguna Resort!!

Finally we reach our Laguna Resort!!

Walking to the reception to check in.

Our Deluxe Pool View Room ----> Room 823

In our room... Excited!!!

Pool view from our room's balcony.. nice right..

Our room Blk Corridor

The beautiful Redang Beach and Sea! =)

Photo taken from our sea/beach view restaurant that we will have all our meals.

After our lunch, can't wait to walk ard the beach and the resort.. So beautiful!!! .. just like my baby.. =)

Can't wait to put my feets into the clear clear sea water!!

Dear, you wanna drink???

Beautiful sea , beautiful sun! Can i live here??? Hahaha

Hooray!!!!

Laguna Resort

The bridge to Diving Centre.

Below is the More More Tea Inn that appears in the movie "Summer Holiday" act by Sammi Cheng and Ritchie Ren. The actual location is actually situated where the laguna resort Main Building is, but they actually rebuilt it on this location but the interior and exterior is somehow quite the same.

More More Tea Inn

How Lovely!!! Hahaha =)

The Recreation centre, which we rent our lifejacket, and renting Kayak and can play pool, mahjong, massage, and other games.

The Swimming Pool

Buried in the white white sand!!! Hahaha

Can't resist the temptation to get into the beautiful and clear sea water. Very Clear Right!!! Here We Come!!

Shark???!!!????

3 Step to the Blissfullness!! =)

Hehee...

Went kayaking for 1hr+, did not took photo.. sadden.. forgot!!

Had mango ice and sweet corn ice for enjoying the beach,sea and sun!! Enjoy life ar!!

Dinner Time.

Darling gave me a birthday card which is done by herself on this day(3rd April... my birthday)..
I love you so much baby!!! Thank you for all you have done!!

The next day 4th April, we woke up early in the morning to have breakfast , as we had another wonderful day ahead of us.. enjoying the sea, sun and beach again.. and snorkling...

Saw a squiarrel at our balcony.. so cute!!!

Teach baby swimming before .... to the sea!!

Cannot Ta Han liao!! Chiong ar!!! Chiong to the sea!!

Dear, Are you sure you are running??? Hahaha =p

Here I come!!!

Oh No!!

Fell into the sea!! Hahahaha..

Dear---> Shot into the sea????? Hehehe...

Doing some stunts in the sea.

Us in the lifejacket.

Can you recognise me???

After enjoying in the sea in the morning.. Its Lunch time...

Redang Redang....

After lunch we went for snorkling in the open sea...

Searching for treasures!!!!

Dear.. what happen to your face??? Hahaha.. so cute!!!

Sea of bodies???!!!?? Dear, you smile until very unnatural hor... haha..

Thats my baby in the open sea!!!

Yep!!!!!

My face look so weird!!!!! Oh My God!!!!

I am holding a sea cucumber... Sorry... M18...=p

Baby flying the the sea!!!

Darling touching the corals..

=)=)=)=)=)=)=) MUACKZ!!!!!

Victory!!!

After snorkling.. we went bk to the beach again!!!! Hahaha.. really can't resist the temptation of the beautiful beach and sea.. although by this time we already sunburnt le... Hahaha

Baby... please don't dispose your unwanted in this beautiful sea water!! Hahahaha..

Red Red Burnt Face!!!

Fly!!!

Kenna shot again????? =p

.......Can't bear leaving redang....our last day there....

Can't bear to leave too right....

Muackz Muackz!!

Our Shadow on the sand!!!

Last night at Redang..Gonna leave tml early morning..

Love Love.... Love Love.. Love you always!!

??????!!!

Baby with a Ang Mo Boy!!

Tired???

Tired after a full day of........

Relax at our room balcony for our last night at Redang..

Gonna go bk Singapore lo... So Sad!!

Kuala Terengganu.

Are we crazy??? wearing jacket under hot sun???

Time to go home.. bk to Singapore...

Sleeping beauty!!!!

Look super shack ar!!!

Overall, i really enjoy a lot with my baby at Redang!!! It will be a wonderful memory!!!

Once again!!! Thank you so much darling!!!

I really love you so much!!!

8 Months

2008-04-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 8 months anniversary to us baby!!!!!

I love you always dear!!

I am bk from redang holiday, had great fun there with darling! Thanks darling!!

Will post photo at the next entry some time later.. haha!!

Redang Here I Come

2008-04-01T16:01:00.003+08:00

Tml going Redang lo!!!! hahaha.. But think of the half a day coach trip..... but i think after i reach there , everything will be worth it... especially with baby beside me...

Sun and beautiful beach here i come!!!!

I love you baby!!!

2008-03-25T21:48:00.001+08:00

8 more days to redang.............. baby's going to celebrate my birthday at redang and the redang trip is her birthday present for me!!

I love my baby!!!! I love my Xiao Yan Yan!!!

2008-03-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated 7Mth Anniversary!! Its should be 10 March but hahaha. i am one minute late..

But anyway i had 7 wonderful months with my baby, 7 super wonderful months. And i believe we still have a lot a lot of wonderful time ahead of us. =)

I love you always baby!!!

2008-03-09T15:20:00.002+08:00

Its a sunday afternoon, and i am at home. But i am so blissful now, cos while i am blogging, my baby is feeding me KFC chicken... haha.. so loved!!!

Later in the evening, we will be making dumpling for dinner. This morning, we went downstairs for breakfast and went to the wet market to buy ingredients for our dinner and dumpling. Just now we are "Baoing' our dumpling'. we had fun... haha.

Ytd darling and i went to bishan party world for K-ing sessoion before her dancing lesson. Initally we met 11+am at bishan. After we met up, darling says no one ans her call for the bishan party world and she say she call for many times, so she assume that they have closed down... hahaha. But actually bishan party world only opens at 2pm.. haha..

Last thursday, darling cook dinner for me ----> Fried rice. Not bad for a beginner. although need me to guide her along the way, but finishing product is not bad. Not too salty and no "Cao Ta". =)

I go enjoy my sunday with my darling lo!!!!

I love her so much!!!!

Baby cooking Fried Rice.

Baby and her Ai Xin Fried rice!!

I love you darling!!

2008-02-26T01:35:00.002+08:00

Injury my ankle during a football session last week, and its the same part which i injury last year. Sianz... can't play football for 2 mths.... =(

Went to watch Stephen Chow's movie CJ7 with baby last week, very nice movie. You always expect a lot of comedy and laughers in stephen chow's show. But this new movie of his give you something different, it not only makes you laugh, it also makes you feel like crying. Hahaa.. but i didn't, i managed to hold it but darling cried.... haha.. but it really is a nice show, and the animation character 七仔 is so cute.. haha

On valentine's day, darling and i went soup restaurant for dinner. Had a very filling meal there.

Miss my Xiao yan yan so much, didn't see her ytd cos i am working afternoon. But finally i am going to see her today..

I miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her so so so so so much!!

Baby with the surprizeValentine Rose i give her!!

Baby!! I love you always!!

So Cute!!!

So lovely!!! =)

2008-02-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day My Baby Ariel!!!!

This is our first Valentine's day together!! There's a lot more to come, but we will definitely enjoy this one first.. hahaha

I love you my darling!!!!

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My mum came Sing to celebrate Chinese New Year with us. So we had our new year eve reunion dinner at home, and baby joined us for dinner too. =) My mums seems to like her too. I told you ba dear, you so cute, everyone will like you!! hahaha.. So my mum, my sis, me and darling had reunion dinner at home.

Dishes my mum cooked

Red Bean 年糕 my mum fried

On the 2nd day of new year, my mum, my sis, darling and me went For KTV session. We sing from 7pm all the way to 1+am.. everyone is so tired when going home... haha

My mum and me

Enjoy time with you baby

On monday, Darling, me, my mum, my sis and my sis boyfriend had dinner at the crab restaurant near my house. Super full!!! 捞鱼生 too.

Mum, darling and me

Me, Mum and Sis

Mum, Dear, Me, Sis and Sis Boyfriend Tian Jing

On Tuesday, My mum, my sis and me went to orchard taka's korean restaurant to have lunch. Baby didn't join us becos she was working.. poor thing. After we had our lunch, we went shopping ard. My mum bought a jacket and belt from topman for me as an advanced birthday present as she will not be in singapore in april. After some shopping and slacking at coffee bean. We went to Guan Yin Temple at bugis to pray pray. Then we went city hall to meet darling, as we are heading to esplande. My mum wanna see see the famous and world biggest durian.. hahaa. So 3 of us accompany my mum walk ard esplande.

Baby, Me, Mum And Sis

The 4 of us

The lovely ones

Baby i love you!!!

After walking ard esplande, we took a bus to balestier to have Bak Ku Tei for dinner. A small cat scare the hell of 2 young ladies(baby and my sis).. hahahaha. After we had our dinner, we took a cab bk home, as my mum is already exhausted.

Having Bak Ku Tei

So my mum went back to Taiwan ytd, so my sis and me sent her off.

Baby, hope you enjoy the time spent not only with me, but also with my family.

Love you!!!

2008-02-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

Happy 6 months anniversary to us my baby yan yan!!!!

I enjoyed all the things i do with you for this 6 mths. you are my everything!!!

This is our first 6 mths, we still have the next 60 years and even more than that!!

i love you always!!!

2008-02-10T07:23:00.000+08:00

I am really starting to hate even more part of me and part of my life.

Communication between ppl are so hard, specially those that are close to you. Ppl really tend to make assumption of you! they will categorizes you as what source of person base of their own observation and assumption even the close ones. Even worse is that even if you explain, they will still find fault in you and didn't really absorb your explaination. why why! 人为何要那么主观！Why can't they think more for others, maybe others have their 苦中. And why ppl like to pick words to listen. Sometimes ppl do listen to what other ppl say and try to learn from it, but it needs time and we only wanna explain ourself and not defending ourself. But other ppl will think that we are defending ourself and don't really get your explaination. Thats one reason i hate talking to ppl abt myself and hate to communicate to those ppl i feel our characters is too distant to be abt to get a agreement.

Why we have to be and do what other ppl want us to do, rather than doing what we feel comfortable since we are not harming anyone or doing any bad things. Every ppl do have their own mental or character barrier on something, but why other ppl have to force them cross that mental/character barrier since its not harmful to other ppl. If you really care and think for that person, you should let them feel comfortable with themselves instead of forcing them to be someone which is not themselves and they are struggling to be one. I do know that they are forcing you to be one because they will it will benefit you and will make them happy also. I know it is a good thing. But its not you don't want to, but because you have this barrier that you are strugging to break through. But they will think that you don't understand what they say or they will think that you don't admit our mistake. Because they do not experience that mental barrier thing thats why they don't understand that feeling. Just like some ppl scare of cats, but i will think why do they scare of cats, cats so cute, but you still have to respect, and not forcing them to accept cats which is a mental barrier to them. All the ppl in this world is different, so what's so strange and unacceptable of each one's mental barrier.

Last time i do believe although ppl have different characters, but communication do help them to have a better understanding and more common agreements even their characters and thinkings are totally Incompatible. But for the past few years, i start to realise i am totally wrong and i am a stupid fool to believe in that. I am not saying communications do not help, it do help those ppl who have quite a few common understandings or a few common understandings. But what i mean is it will be totally useless if both have totally different set of thinking or have those characters that think they are always right and will not accept other ppl thinkings if it differ from theirs, or those ppl that think you have to listen to them. For these types of ppl, whatever you tell them will be useless, and it will become more frustrated or sad if you continue to communicate with them. If it is a normal friend or stranger, the most you don't talk to them that often, but if that person is someone close to you, then what should you do?

Ppls also tend to say things that 自相矛盾. Like they say they believe you but after that they will say things that doesn't shows they believe you. They thinks that you say things that hurt them, but they never realise the things they say also hurt you so much. Some ppl just keep arguing because they don't wanna lose and when they nothing more to say, they will just say those most hurting words like...........

Every ppl have their own different standards, but you can't force your standard on other ppl since that person is starting to improve. Like originally the person is 30 points but he slowly get to 50 points but you keep forcing your standard of 80 points on him. Ppl might go mad(Mental disorder).

Different ppl can take in different amt of stress and pressure and sadness, so don't try to over exceed the amt other ppl can take in.

Since the thinking is so different and uncompatible and both insist of them thoughts. Then the problem will never be solve and never be a common understanding. This type of problem will never be solved.

I am not complaining abt this type of ppl, becos maybe other ppl might think i also fall under this category, and maybe i really am.

I just feel that i am getting so overloaded and might exploded.

I feel i might be the first to disappear............ sometimes i really hate living in this world..

I really miss and need my darling so much.

2008-02-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

Tired......tired..... tired.... so tired.......mentally...and physically......

2008-01-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

Here some of the photos darling and i took during the phuket trip....

We woke up at 3:30am as our flight is 6:55am.. but we still look fresh.. cos we are going for holiday..haha

Darling and i leaving for phuket!!! Wish we can leave for some countries for holiday soon... haha

I am in the toilet!!!

Hotel resort we living in.... Patong Premier Resort..

1st day after we check in to the hotel, we went to walk walk ard the patong main beach, then took this cab ard phuket to places like kata view point which is a nice place on top on the hill to see the scenario which is able to see all 3 patong, karon and kata beach at the same time. Then we went for elephant trekking, never play the ATV and shooting cos hungry, so we went for lunch at this seafood restaurant beside a beach. Then went to a place which sells thai stuff and then went to a place which sell those thai dry foods. After that we went to this shopping centre call Central Festival. Then we went to a shopping market at patong, after that we had dinner at the dongceylon.. i think i spell wrongly but forgot the name of the shopping centre at patong.. haha... nvm.. we had dinner at its food court. had this pineapple rice, curry chicken and tom yam gong. After that we slowly stroll back to our resort and had a early night as we are both very tired.. haha

Super model!!!!

With his body guard!! haha

Patong Main Beach

view of 3 beaches.. from top to btm.. patong, karon, kata.

Darling flying ar??!!! hahaha

Kata View Point.. Beautiful scenario!!!

Elephant Trekking!!

Central Festival...

Dinner at food court

2nd day, after breakfast at the hotel, we went to the patong beach which is only a 3 mins walk for suntanning and jet ski... super fun hor dear.. hahaha... Darling says she sun tan until so painful.. haha...actually its true lah... hahaha.. suntan for whole day and the sun is so hot... haha.
After that we had dinner the seafood restaurant at patong entertainment area.. then went walk walk ard the area.

Breakfast at our resort..

Its time for some sun tanning!!!

Delicious Sandwiches we had the beach... =)

Two very cute ang mo kids naked.. i think their parents will kill me!! hahaha

Our Resort!!

Dinner Time!!!!

Thai Boxing Stadium

A GO GO!!!!

Night Club

SEE THIS!!! So we are bad guys???? hahaha

Single guys love this!!! haha Not me ar dear!!! hahaha

Love you dear!!!

On the 3rd day, we had to wake up at 6am as we need to have our breakfast then a van came to fetch us to the harbour at 7:15am to take the big boat to Koh Phi Phi island. Took a 2hr boat to phi phi island. we stand at the deck for 2 hrs to see the scenario and continue our sun tanning.. haha... 2nd day put sun tanning lotion.. 3rd day put sun block... haha.. after we reach phi phi island.. we went for snorking 1st at monkey bay... and darling is soooo cute.. she keep saying she is dieing.. drowning.. but actually she is wearing life jacket.. hahhaa.. she is really soo cute.. she action.. what she say.. so cute.. haha =). After snorking, we took the boat ard the islands of phi phi island and had water melon on the boat for cooling..haha. Then we went phi phi island for lunch, after lunch went walk walk ard phi phi island and had nice nice ice-cream on a hot hot day.. haha. Took the 2 hr bost bk to phuket island, cos too tired.. so both of us fall asleep for 2hr in the boat..haha. We went back patong area for dinner at another seafood restaurant.. haha.. After dinner, we went for a comfortable oil massage.

Breakfast Time

On the boat to Phi Phi Island

Beautiful Phi Phi Island

Monkey Bay

Snorking at Monkey bay!!!

Lets have some water melon after snorking..hahaha =)

Meya Bay

Burn Burn Burn.. can you see how red is my back... hahaha.. but its all worth it!!!

They say there are a lot of bird nest in there.. can i have some??!!??

Koh Phi Phi Island Harbour!!!

On phi phi island..

Perfect time to have a cup of mango freeze.. haha

Phi Phi Diving Centre

Ice-cream Time!!

Phi Phi Island Beach.

Thai Boxer.. he saw us taking picture of him.. so he pose.. hahaha

wanna have some????

darling.... happy ar!!! haha..

Dinner Time!!!

On the 4th day which is the last day, we went to phuket town walk walk shop shop.. as we only have a few hours as we need to get back to hotel by 5:30pm as our cab is there waiting for us to send us to airport. Went to the shopping centres, had lunch at their macdonald as i am interested in their double big mac.. haha.. then we walk to expo shopping market.. and dear bought a few stuff there. After that we took Tutu back to the hotel and took our cab to airport..

Did you see the flower on my darling's ear.. haha.. thats from the hotel.. haha.. its nice on her!!

Phuket Town

Mister Donut... Dear bought some back to singapore...

Macdonald.. baby posing with mr Macdonald... haha

Expo Shopping market..

On the Tutu...

Phuket Airport.. we are coming back to singapore...

Here's the summary....
I had a lot a lot of fun with dear at phuket!!! love goin holiday with her.. As long she is there.. there is always a lot of laughter and love between us... hahaha.. =). I really love her so much.. hope darling and i can go for our next holiday soon!!!

I'm back from Phuket!!!

2008-01-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

I arrived back to singapore from phuket ytd night 12+am and still have to work that morning..haha..

Overall i enjoyed so much with darling at Phuket. The patong beach, the sun tanning, the swimming in the sea, the jet sking, the travelling ard phuket, the fantastic view from the hill top seeing 3 different beaches, the elephant riding, the shoppings, the walking ard patong and phuket town, the bargainings, the phi phi island, the monkey bay, the snorking, the massage, the tutu, the friendly thais, the big big and filling seafood meals, the tom yum gongs, the prawns, so many so many of them... but most importantly the time and moments darling and i spent together. i love spending time with her!!! I hope she enjoyed as much as i do! =)

Photos to be followed in next post... hahaha...

Now as holiday is over.. its back to working life and earning money..

hope our next trip will not be too far future.. haha

Darling, i love you!!! I had a splendid holiday with you!!!

Phuket Here We Come!!!!!!

2008-01-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today darling will be staying over at my place, as we need to wake up at 3+ and left house at 4+ to get to airport. Our flight is 6:55am to phuket... hahahaha.... We are going to have lots of sun and beaches there!!! hahah.. I will enjoy to the max with baby.

Phuket Here We Go!!!

2008-01-15T03:36:00.000+08:00

Last thursday is our 5th month anniversary, so i cook our anniversary meal at home.. haha... we enjoyed it a lot.. =) as i said.. i will be happy and enjoy the moments as long darling is with me.

5 months with her is so wonderful and there are lots of wonderful moments and times to come with her ard. haha.. =)

Last saturday we went for macdonald breakfast and then went toa payoh central walk walk then went bk home and she helps me sweep and mop the floor.. you see , how caring she is to me.. hehehe.. i love her so much!!!

Darling bought a White PSP playstaion portable for me as valentine day present, how sweet she is and she really knows how to pamper me. .. hahaha.. Darling, i love it a lot!!! But i love you more!!!! hahaha =)

She really make me feel so loved for what she says, she do and a lot a lot.. How can i not loved her soooo much!! I am so lucky to have her!!!

PSP darling bought for me as Valentine Present!!

Dear, you are the best!!!

Can't help doing anything for her!! Hahahaha!!

I love you!!!!

Can't see my baby for 2 days, as i need to work afternoon shift, i will miss her so much so much... But one things... 3 more days to phuket with baby.. hahaha.. so anticipate friday's arrival.. =)

5 Months Annniversary

2008-01-10T11:27:00.000+08:00

Happy 5 Months anniversary to Us!!!!!

5 mths liao lo...hoho....hhoho...lalala..

5mths seems so fast but also seems so slow. But anyway, i enjoyed every bit of these 5 mths.. =)

I enjoyed us going out shopping, having meals, cinemas, cycling, jogging, staying at home and slack and alot alot of things. And there is still so much more things we are going to do and so many countries we wanna go holiday together. I believe we will have a wonderful future together... hahahaha.

Love can be simple, just enjoyed every moment when we are together no matter what we do and thats enough.

My love for my darling gets more and more as each day passes and i enjoyed everything i do with her.. haha.. I love her so much!!!

Since today is our 5th anniversary, i am going to be the chef for today's dinner. I will cook dinner for her and hope baby will enjoy it.. hahaha..

8 more days to phuket.....=)

2008-01-08T01:17:00.000+08:00

Miss my darling soooooo much!!!

Didn't meet her today cos working and i can't see her tml too becos working too.

Last sat we should have a soccer match at woodgrove sec but is cancelled becos of RAIN!!!

Then darling and i went causeway point walk walk and have dinner , then went to the library as she need to return books and borrow somemore.

Last sun, i went to her house for steamboat after work cos they pre-celebrate her dad's birthday. Had a great time there, actually i will have a great time as long baby is beside me.. hahaha.

Soo looking forward to our phuket trip.. still 11 days to go.. faster faster.. Love spending time with her oversea with those beaches and sands and suns. =)

Miss her sooooooooooooo much!!!

Happy 2008

2008-01-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

Had diarrhoea and stomach feel bloated and feel like vomiting since ytd. Super uncomfortable. Today better a bit, but stomach still feel bloated and had a few small diarrhoea. sianz......sianz....

My darling came to my house on 31 dec 07, which is her birthday. so i gave her a self made birthday card and surprise her with a birthday cake as her birthday present is only to be redeem on 18 jan which is the phuket trip.

Dear with the birthday cake and selfmade birthday card

I love you!!

After having some of the cake, we start to prepare our steamboat lunch/dinner. haha. A lot a lot of ingredients ..haha.

Lovely!!

After that long lunch, we rested a while and went out for new year count down. We took bus to bugis and as time is still early, we bought some finger food from bugis basement and took some photo at bugis.

After that we walk from bugis to city hall for that firework that is happening at esplande. Start seeing a lot a lot of ppl walking towards that direction too. Then we took some photos with the big christmas tree outside Raffles city.

As we continue to walk towards esplande and the crowded gets more and more. We went down the undertunnel towards esplande and the escalator going up to esplande is crowded with ppl. We don't even can go close the scalator. Then a policeman came shouting, saying that esplande is too crowded with ppl and pls do not continue to go up and proceed to stamford road(which is the way darling and i just came down from), so the crowd start rushing to the stamford road escalator like there is a bomb and everyone is trying to escape.. haha.. so kiasu.. But darling and i decided not to follow that crowd, so we exit to marina square. The staircase at marina square which is facing esplande is crowded with ppl and everyone is sitting at the staircase, baby and i still manage to find a okay place to sit down and wait for 12. As we reach there ard 10+pm so still a hour plus to go. Sit on the concrete staircase, sit until my backside pain... haha. So dear and i just take photos and talking abt the ppl we see to pass the time.

12 finally arrived and every one start counting down...5...4....3....2....1.. Happy New Year 2008. =). Then the fire work start shooting into the black sky. Its last for ard 10 mins, not bad.

Once the firework ends. dear and i quickly leave the place as we do not wanna squeeze home with the crowd, so we walk bk to bugis and took bus from there. After we reach home, its ard 2am and we had steamboat again... haha.. So darling birthday and 2007 had passed. Hope darling enjoyed her birthday and new year eve count down with me. I love her so much!!

2007 is the year which i met my darling and able to have her and i believe the timeline for this relationship is forever... =)

On the New Year's day, darling and i went to bishan to have lunch at this not so nice hk cafe and
party world for a KTV session.

Muackz muackz muackz

We kenna virus le...hahaha

Time with baby is never enough.. I love her!!

Happy 20th Birthday To My Princess

2007-12-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday to my darling!!!

She is 20 years old lo.... haha.. Wish her stay pretty, cute, sweet always and stay healthy!!! =)

This the first time i celebrate her birthday with her and i believe there's a lot more to come.. haha =)

We will have steam boat at home for lunch and........ c...a... and dinner tml and going out for 2008 count down after dinner.

Darling, I love you!!!

Miss her sooooooo much now!!!

Christmas!!

2007-12-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone and my Precious Darling!!!

On 23 Dec, Sunday, Darling came my house and she really wanted to know what i am giving her for christmas so we decided that i will give her on that day in advance.. hahaa..

As i previously said she kept guessing what the present is and ask me and i keeping telling her "Guess" loh and in the blog i put guessing and guessing but she can't get the hint and don't know what it is... hahah.. Actually it is a GUESS wallet.. hahaha.. thats y i keep telling her "Guess" loh.. hahaa.. but she thought i am telling her to guess.. haha.. so fun =p.

See how happy she laugh and enjoy the moments make me feel so bliss and wonderful. I really love to see her smiles and laughers.. =)

Darling, you so cute, i love you so much!!

My precious baby with the presents and card gave her for christmas

Self made card and present i gave my darling.

Baby with the GUESS wallet =)

On 24 Dec, Monday, which is christmas eve, I meet dear after her half day work then we proceed to Sentosa for our christmas party with my friends, buddies and their girlfriends. We took the new monorail in to Sentosa from vivocity. Its my first time taking this new monorail as its been a long time i go sentosa after those younger times where we go every week for beach volleyball and suntaning and my islander card have expired also too.. haha. Cos $3 each for the monorail and actually quite fast.

Dear and i on the train to vivocity

Arrived at Sentosa Beach station

Hollywood superstar ah!!!

After arriving in Sentosa then we walk to the Siloso Beach Resort as my friend raymond book a jacuzzi room there, and it cost $500+ a night. Room is quite small but it consists of 2 storey and the upper storey is a open concept jacuzzi and with a back door which links to a walkway which can see the hill of sentosa and the swimming pool area of the resort. Quite a nice place but a bit expensive.. haha.. But becos theirs' 19 of us of the cost split up, each ard $30, so still affordable lah.. hahaha.

After looking ard in the hotel room, dear and i change to beachwear and went down to the beach to meet my friends for some suntaning and beach volleyball.

Superstar Dear in the hotel room

Me by the jacuzzi

At the walkway behind the room

At the staircase linking level 1 and 2

Lovely couple ready for sun and volleyball

After a bit of volleyball session, we went bk to the hotel swimming pool to enjoy some cooling pool water ... haha and the pool's waterfall which is quite pain hitting on your back..haha and play the slide in the swimming pool which is meant for children.. haha. So my friends wanted to play a game and the loser will slide down the slide using a different position like head down first or back down first and the speed of sliding is actually very fast due to the material that the slide is made of. My friends always come out with this type of dangerous ideas.. haha. And my naughty darling also wanna play .. haha and the result is... she bang her head onto the side of the slide and result in the small "黑青". =(. Poor thing. She is also a dare devil who never think of the consequences.. haha.

After that we went bk to the hotel for jacuzzi session, so 7 of us squeeze into the jacuzzi and make a lot of water bomb.. which cover half of the jacuzzi..haha.

And its dinner time, initially we wanted to order pizza and KFC but it will take 2 hrs as it is christmas eve and we need to go to the gateway to collect. So we then decided to go the SAKAE Sushi at the siloso beach for dinner. During the dinner, some of our lame jokes will start coming out.. haha.. these are my friends, super lamers and jokers. The dinner make me feel super full .. ordered too much.. haha.. too greedy..

Dinner at SAKAE SUSHI

After dinner we went back to the hotel room to take a bit of rest to digest our food and wait for all of the ppl to come. So some are still enjoying jacuzzi, some watching TV, some chating as quite some time no see and some playing guitar and singing along.

This year's christmas organisers are raymond, senhui and joseph. Raymond found and book the hotel. Senhui and Joseph prepare games and how the presents should be given away. So each of us will bring our own present which is for unisex as we do not know who we will be giving to. Then a number will be paste on each present. Which 19 stars with the 19 numbers on the star put in a santa claus hat. And each of us receive a small bag of chocolates and a card with our name on it prepared by senhui. So Each individual will pick a star from the hat and the number will be the present you will be getting and after that you will take picture with the person who bought the present, then after that you will choose one of the card, and the name on the card will be the next to come up and pick a star.. and it continues like that... haha =)

Darling and my bags of chocolate and card

The 19 presents

Darling and i waiting for rest to come

So while waiting for the countdown of christmas. We had a 猜成语game. So someone will draw on a big piece of mahjong paper on the wall and we will guess the 成语. It is separate into 2 teams the the one team that takes long time to guess right will drink a glass of alcohol mixed by Senhui.. haha.

When the times nears 12 midnight, all of us rushed to the walkway behind the hotel room for countdown. and we shouted merry christmas to those ppl celebrating at the pool side or other ppl celebrating outside their hotel room too. =)

Then is christmas greeting session to each other and phototaking session.

The most handsome David and Me.. haha

Senhui and me(Wats that hand doing there?)

Me and Super joker Linfa

My longest known buddy jordan and me(since primary sch)

The guys in action

My precious princess and me

After that is the moment... Present exchange session.... So my present was given to jordan's girlfriend bel and i receive present from jordan which is a NIKE drinking bottle which can be bring to exercise. Dear got her present from david which is a adidas cap and dear's present was given to lin fa's girlfriend valerie... happy ending after all.. haha =)

My present to bel (a designed contact lens case)

Jordan's present to me (NIKE drinking bottle)

All of us happily with the present we received

So after present exchange, my dear and i have to leave cos i still need to rush to work.. haha.. working on a christmas night. Another wonderful christmas celebration with my buddies. Thank you guys.

And most importantly this is the first christmas i celebrate with darling, and i wanna celebrate christmas with her for the rest of my life. I love you dear!!

On the 25 Dec, the Christmas Day, Darling went to collect the present she is giving to me and then came to my house. As she haven't wrap, so she went into my room and locked the door and wrapped the present.. hahaha.

After she wrapped then she ask me to go in and gave me the present..hahaha =)

She gave me a shorts which a paint of my name on it.. haha and i guess wrongly too.. haha.. and she made a super cute christmas card for me. I love your present and the christmas card my dear.. Thank you!!!

The christmas card with Alvin and the Chipmunks on it.. super cute ah!!! and those moving words. =)

Dear and i with the present and card

Me with the shorts

I love you so much darling!!!!

So christmas have passed..... next up and coming.... dong... dong... dong... dong....dong.. dong... dong.... dong... MY DEAR BIRTHDAY ON 31th December!! =)

Shopping for Christmas Present

2007-12-18T04:20:00.000+08:00

Meet my darling ytd evening to buy christmas presents. So we had a fast dinner at yoshinoya then went round taka to shop. A lot of ppl at orchard even though its monday, maybe cos everyone is like us, doin last min christmas shopping ba. haha.

While dear is looking for her colleagues' present, i went to buy darling's christmas present, then i went another shop to buy a nicer paper bag and wrapping paper to wrap it up, so that she do not know where i bought the present from for the time being.. haha... after that then i went bk to find my dear. We shop until 10+, and most of the shopping is done, except for some of darling's.
Then we went bk to admiralty mac to grab something to eat before sending her home. Wonderful day!!

While on the train bk to admiralty, baby is so curious wat is her christmas present, so she keep GUESSING and GUESSING and ask questions abt the present.. haha. But she have to tell me one clue abt the present she giving me then i will answer the same question regarding the question i giving her.. hahaha.. she is so cute and lovely!! =) I think i roughly knows what she giving me.. haha.. But she still donno what i am giving her... hahahahaha.. keep on GUESSING ba... hahahahaha.

Had a great day with her!!! I love her so much!!!

Darling Bloated!!! So cute!!

Lovely Lovely!!Give me a kiss!!

I love you!!

幸福

2007-12-17T04:01:00.000+08:00

I am working night shift right now... feel sleepy.. haha..

After few days i never meet my darling, i finally met her ytd. =) I hugged her so tightly and keep kissing her as i really miss her so much. She hugged me very tightly and keep kissing me too.. haha :p

I went to admiralty mrt station to fetch her , then we went bishan for lunch and went bishan library as she wanted to borrow some books. Then we went bk my house.

I just need her beside me, able to let me see her and feel her, even she is using my laptop on my bed and i just sleep beside her. I feel so blissful, happy and secured. Just the simplest of things make me happy. I really love her so much!!! =) 我最大的幸福是你赐我的!! =)

By the way, My dear and i are going to phuket, thailand on 18 jan 08. hahaha. Its the birthday present that i am giving her by bringing her to phuket for hotel for 4 day 3 nights. Although her birthday is on 31 dec but we will be goin on january. haha. can't wait can't wait!! Can't wait to go holiday with my dear again, can't wait to spend the time that is only 2 of us. Lets have lots of sunshine and beaches over there ba, i believe we will enjoy a lot a lot. hahaha =)

I will be meeting my darling this evening to buy christmas presents.

I miss her so much!!!

My baby princess, I love you !!!!

Sleepless night

2007-12-15T05:48:00.000+08:00

Its so late and i still can't fall asleep......

Donno why, seems like there's a lot of things going ard in my mind but also like there's nothing in my mind... Really donno.... just can't fall asleep...

Few days never see my dear le....... I miss her.... so much....

Happy 4 Months Anniversary

2007-12-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 4 mths anniversary to us!!!

Ytd 10 Dec 07 is my darling and i's 4th month. Haha =)

I met dear after her work, then we went ps for dinner at manhattan, we had seafood platter. =)

Then we went to watch the movie "Golden Compass". Not bad a movie, but it should have a part 2 as it just finish like halfway thru the story.

I love my darling so much!!

Although after 4 mths, but my love for baby still keep increases day by day. She is just so precious to me!! =)

Deeply in love!

I miss you!

I love you!!

2007-12-06T16:22:00.000+08:00

Got a super flu ytd, so today is still on mc. =(

Slept for 14-15hrs since ytd, but still feel restless.

Last thursday is my company d&d, so went with my darling. Its at Zouk, So rather then enjoy the dinner, everyone is enjoying the liquor and liquor.. haha. So by the end of the d&d, a lot of them are drunk and lying here and there. haha. This year never win any lucky draw. =(

Andy, Kathy, Princess Ariel, Me
Hui En, Deanna, Dear, Me, Cray, Chris
Darling and Me

Miss my darling but can't see her today and tml. Darling have an event tml so today is still busying preparing for the event and practice the dancing for the event.

Lonely day! haha.

Miss her so much!

"Sometimes just don't be too persistent on certain things! Accept or take what you feel is the best for the relationship even though you might not agree with it! That will be happier for both parties rather than insist on something that don't benefits the relationship at all!"

By Master Liu

2007-11-29T01:12:00.000+08:00

Ytd, i got a new starhub mobile phone line and became a hubber with all 3 starhub services.=) Got a new O2 Xda Atom Life White PDA phone. First time using PDA phone, so very excited. haha. But i waited for 3hrs to sign up.

Then i meet my darling for dinner, really happy to see her after a long and tiring day. I really love her so much. My love for her still increases as everyday passes.

2007-11-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

Last sat, darling and i went dhoby ghout to have our lunch at carl's jr as my darling wants to do the survery for those AIA ppl at the mrt station so that she can get the Man U calendar but.. haha, the calendar are all given away.. haha. then after that we went to tampines ikea to "see" furnitures... haha.. actually is take photo with furnitures.. haha.. i think other ppl think we very "swat ku". We had fun there.. joking ard.. haha. Then we had a full full dinner at ikea which we waited for seats for quite long. Lastly we went giant to walk ard, but wat a disappointed. The building is so big and the name GIANT. But inside is not as big as we thought, so should be call dwarf.. haha.. just joking.. so giant pls don't sue me.. hehe..

Really had fun with my darling, i really enjoy every minutes every seconds with her. =)

I really love her sooooo * 10000 much!

This thursday will be my company's d&d night, and my darling will be going with me, so will be a great time. Hope i strike the lucky draw again this year.. haha.. *pray pray

Happy times

I love you my dear!

=(

2007-11-22T02:18:00.000+08:00

Whats wrong with me???

Is tiredness making me feel easily affected by other things???

Am i a person who easily have no sense of security???

I don't know, i really don't know.

Is it becos of my parents that i always have no sense of security?

I think no one can answer me, cos even myself don't have the answer.

Why is everyone(including myself) complaining and complaining about their life, ppl surronding them......

Sometimes you wanna be happy but somethings just happen unexpectedly to affect you. Why ppl are just so hard to please. Do this also not happy, do that also not happy.

Am i just too sensitive abt everything. Too sensitive abt surrounding, too sensitive abt how ppl think or even too sensitive abt what other ppl say. Or am i asking too much.

Sometimes i just feel like digging a hole and hide into it.

Maybe everyone just have a bad day when their mood is down.

Hope after a sleep everything will be fine and good.

Tml will be a better day!

I just want to be happy!

2007-11-21T03:13:00.000+08:00

2 days unable to see my darling, miss her so much!

MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER

Can't wait for thursday evening so that i can see her.

2007-11-16T02:59:00.000+08:00

"God do not give us a perfect relationship, but he gives us an opportunity to have a perfect relationship and let us meet the right person to achieve a perfect relationship. So we must take hold of this opportunity and work hand in hand to achieve our perfect relationship."

"Honeymoon period is not given to us but created by us. So if we want, we can have honeymoon period as long as we want. But it must be achieved by both parties together hand in hand."

This is what i think and i believe. haha =)

I miss my darling so much.

2007-11-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

"I always believe how you treat a person, sooner or later that person will treat you back the same."

"And you can't blame that person because its you who started first."

"I am not a god. I am just a normal human."

2007-11-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

Ytd, our 3 mths anniversary day, darling and i went wisma to polish our rings then we went to NYDC to have our so called lunch/dinner ard 5pm then after that we went to party world for a KTV session until 9pm. Then we went shopping ard paragon. Then i feel hungry again and we went to hip restaurant at cine to eat again! Had a wonderful day with darling. =)

Today i had my training for our new Onmi bus server system, quite interesting. Did not meet dear today as she went out to celebrate her cousin's birthday. Can't see her today, miss her soooooooo much. So after work, just stay at home to rest and blogging now. haha.

Meal @ NYDCKTV @ party worldMiss you so much!

I love you!

Happy 3 Months Anniversary!

2007-11-10T08:48:00.000+08:00

Today is our 3 mths anniversary.

Happy 3 months anniversary to us!!!!

Although we have been together for 3 mths, but it seems we have been together for like a year. We are getting so close to each other that we need each other so much. =). Time with her always pass so fast but its only 3 mths. haha. I believe i will just love her as much 50 years later. And i still love her more each passing day.

On thursday, after my night shift, i went to amk to meet my darling for mac breakfast. Then we went ard amk hub to walk ard. Then we went back my house to change and went to bishan park for our cycling session. Cycle ard bishan park 1 & 2 and had some childish fun at the playground. haha. Although its childish but we had fun. haha =). After cycling we went to bishan j8 to walk walk and had dinner at cafe cartel. I really had a wonderful time with her. i still have a lot a lot of things i wanna do with her. But nvm, we have plenty of time cos we will be together forever. haha. =). One day never sleep le, so i slept for 14 hours after that. haha.

Ytd, dear and i went to watch the movie " game plan". Not bad a movie, makes you laugh and touching. In the movie, the daughter asked the rock "What is the happiest thing that happened in your life?" Near the end of the movie, the rock told his daughter that the happiest thing is to have her as his daughter. As for me, up to now, the happiest thing that happened to me is to able to have my darling. I love her so much!

So Cute!

Double twist!

I Love you my dear!

2007-11-06T03:36:00.000+08:00

"Why does human jealous of the past of their partner, even though they know she/he is already belong to him/her and is most loved by him or her, issit the possessiveness?"

"So is it better to know one's past or better not to know. So contradicting."

Feel so shack and restless for the whole of ytd, just don't feel like moving and use the brain. Even the brain seems like lagging and the voice like no energy at all. haha.

Did not see my darling ytd, miss her so much. And today i can't see her too, only until tml evening then i am able to see dear. MISSSSSSSSSSSSSS HERRRRRRR!

2007-11-05T01:43:00.000+08:00

Went to darling's company D&D on friday at intercontinental hotel. Its was a ten course dinner, with performances and lucky draws. Darling was one of the performer too.. haha. Although a bit bit of unhappiness at first, but everything went fine and wonderful after that. =) Dear is very pretty that day. =)

As each day passes, i feel i need her more and more. need to see her, hug her and kiss her. Just holding her hand, walking down the streets, i feel so blissed. Or sitting down at home with her beside me watching TV, i feel i had everything in this world. Hugging her tightly makes me feel that i have the most precious thing in the world in my arms. Her voice, expressions makes me laugh and sweet in the heart. I really love her so much!

2 days unable to see her, i will definitely miss her a lot!!! MISS HER MISS HER MISS HER!!

I love you so much Darling!

2007-10-29T02:24:00.000+08:00

Ytd, My sweetie and i decided to make sandwiches and sushi. So darling was making the sandwiches while i am preparing the food materials for our sushi. She makes a loaf of bread's sandwiches, it seems a lot, but is finished by dear, my sis and me. So after that 3 of us start making the sushi, by the time we are done with our sushi we are already full because we will eat those ugly corners of the sushi while making it... haha. Its a happy process while we are making the sushi, a lot of fun and "creativity". haha.

We actually plan to go cycling at bishan park after making the sushi and bring some to the park. BUT!!! it start raining heavily when we are done. I know dear is quite disappointed cos she really anticipates today. So poor thing. But there will always be another time dear! And there are still a lot a lot of things we want to do together.

I really enjoy my time with her this weekend. How i wish we can do a lot of things together every weekend. I really loves her more and more as each day passes by. I am so attracted by her!! =)

Sandwiches Time!
Darling's Sushi!
Thats my sushi!A masterpiece by Baby, Me and my Sis!I love you so much!

2007-10-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

On Wed, went to meet darling at far east as my darling had a event at goodwood park hotel. She took a few balloons from her event and wanted to bring it home. But i told her it will be a problem when we take train home, So we release the balloon into the sky. haha. Then we went for dinner at this jap restaurant at far east basement. The food there is so salty!!! Even me, who likes to eat salty foods feel its too salty.

So Cute!!

For this few days, my dear always had this pain in her left stomach, which makes her no appetite and uncomfortable. Has been very worried for her, but finally its alright now. =)

On Friday, my best friend jordan gave her girlfriend bel a surprise party at sentosa Cafe Delmar. So baby and i were invited. The place actually not bad, quite romantic but just the travelling if you have no vehicle.

Nite at Cafe Delmar

Ytd, darling and i went to liang court basement's jap restaurant to have lunch. The ramen there not bad and the pork dumpling is good. We bought ice-cream beside the supermarket. Very nice! After that we went to the super market there to buy some things as we want to make sushi ourself on sunday, then go bishan park for cycling. Ard late afternoon, we went back toa payoh NTUC to buy some food as we are cooking dinner ourself. Haiz... Too long never cook le, salty salty... haha..... cooking failed today, next time will be better. Today had a very wonderful and happy day with her. I really love her so much!! How i wish i can be her all the time. =)

Today, sunday we are planning to go bishan park for cycling and do our our sushi and she will be doing sandwiches. Can't wait!! Can't wait!!

You are so important to me!!

I love you!!

2007-10-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

Darling and i went jogging from my house to bishan park on saturday. went out for 2hrs+ but only ran for 12 mins. haha. then we went stroll around bishan park, then went to ang mo kio ave 1 market for lunch, after lunch then we stroll back to my house. Everything seems so blissful. How i wish we can go for exercise together every weekend. Healthy life style. Doing simple things with her but maximum pleasure. haha. I love her so much!

Ytd morning, accompany dear to see the skin doc after my night shift at tampines. The place is opposite my last time poly tp. Remind me a bit of those yr 1 and yr 2 days where my classmates and i always went opposite to have lunch and slack there. We reach the clinic ard 9:20am but her queneing number is already no. 17. and somemore the clinc opens at 8:30am, but the doctor haven't reach when we reach there. wth. So we went for breakfast 1st then go bk to the clinic and continue waiting. Can't imagine so many ppl wanna see the skin doc. last time my sis went there and waited for 4 hrs. and this time darling and i waited for 3hrs+. And its a monday morning. We left the clinic only ard 12:30pm. sooooo long!! haha. so i keep talking crap thru the few hrs just to keep me awake. haha.

After seeing the doc, we went to supermarket to buy some food as i am cooking pasta for her for lunch. we took a cab home as i am really too tired to take another an hour+ to take bus home. haha. After lunch, i am just gone into dreamland within a minute after i laid down. haha.
But after all, i had a very happy time with her. As i said, the things we do might be simple and normal. But to me, its all so blissful and wonderful.

Today, my poor darling is having a fever. So poor thing. I accompany her to see the doctor after my night shift. Today again, the doctor is late for work, the clinic open at 8:30am but the doctor comes at 9:30am. I am at home now, super sleepy.. zzzzz... haha. But i miss my dear a lot.

Yummy Yummy
Darling's Cute face & My sleepy face

I love you so much!

2007-10-19T02:04:00.000+08:00

On tues, i went to k box with my darling for the first time, i am nervous at first as its the first time i sing in front of her. but slowly everything turns fine and wonderful.

Ytd was a tiring and bad day, felt very tired and get irritated by a few ppl. Luckily i am able to see my dear by fetching her home. At least it makes me feel much much better.

"When a relationship gets longer, does one party will just starts taking the other party for granted?"

"Is it possible that a relationship can just be simple and everything can be solved by communications?"

2007-10-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

Slack at home for the whole day ytd, then fetch my darling home after her KTV session. Miss her so much now. Later meeting her in the evening to have our KTV session for the first time. and she going for the consecutive 2 days.. haha =)

=)
Love you!

2007-10-15T03:03:00.000+08:00

Working night shift right now.....

Ytd evening had a small argument with my baby and makes her sad. Feel sooooo sorry. I am so naughty. Sorry my dear!

Every ppl do sees things in different point of views, so there will surely be arguments, but its very important how you ends it. I believe if you ends the argument in the good way, it does improve the relationship and learn from it, so that it do not happen next time.

I know she really loves me a lot, thats why she will feel that way. I really love her so much, and i don't want her to be sad. But after a while, its all fine lo. =)

Its important that both of us knows the importance of communication and its the worst situation to be in a cold war.

Actually wanted to go and find my dear before start work. Just to see her a while also happy. My mind think so, but my body is just toooooo tired to move, so slept until before the time to go to work.

My Baby is the cutest and most lovely gal!!
I love ya!

2007-10-14T08:50:00.000+08:00

On friday, darling and i went for dinner at PS and after that we went to watch this movie called "Mr Woodcock". Quite a funny show. =)

Ytd, Both of us slack at my house, like a married couple. haha. =)

Communication is so important between a relationship, it does help each other to understand more of each other feels and wants.

For the past few days, had something stuck in my heart, but after ytd's communication session with her, everything is fine now and happy.. haha. =)

I will not be seeing her for 2 days, i will miss her so much!!!

=)
Love you darling!

2007-10-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

On wed which is our anniversary, we went to the hong kong cafe at bugis for dinner. That day is a bad day for me, a lot of unexpected happens, made me so frustrated. But in such a bad day, after seeing her and with her hugging me and giving me a kiss, still makes me happy. Thats how strong her influences to me. Of course i know when she sees me frustrated, she will also be sad for me, but as long she is by my side, i can easily overcome all this. After all, i still had a wonderful time with her. =)

Ytd i met her at tpy after my gym and had "candle light" dinner at my house.. haha.. actually no candle light but its just 2 of us, so its still romantic and lovely.. haha.

My love for her just kept growing day by day. but as i love her more, the more i get jealous easily, maybe its because scare of losing her. I know she will not leave me and i am confident, but that type of feeling will just appear, maybe because she is too popular.. haha.. I just love her so much.

Being with her or even for her to be loving me so deeply is like a dream come true to me. Those dreams that i had during sleeping usually have no endings. but i wish this dream will last forever. *PRAY* =)

Yummy Yummy!! I mean you dear!!
=)

2 person with big hands

Oh my god, my darling turns into Minnie mouse!! So Cute!!

I love you!

2 Months Anniversary

2007-10-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

Today is Our 2 months anniversary!!!

Happy 2 months anniversary to us!!!

Although its only 2 months, but it seems we have been together for a long time, and our love for each other is still growing fast. I just love her more and more as each day passes.

She still make me feels shy when she look at me with full of love. haha =)

Ytd i went to my darling house for dinner, then chit chat and see her childhood and schooling days photo. We just have a lot of things to say to each other. =)

I love you so much, my dear!!

Simple but Blissful

2007-10-08T01:36:00.000+08:00

Today is my sis birthday. Happy Birthday to you, Cindy!

Ytd went to meet my darling for dinner at marina square after her KTV session with her colleagues.Time flies, but time with her is happy and wonderful. We talk a lot of rubbish when sending her home but it does make us laugh a lot. hahaha. No matter what we talk abt, as long is with her, everything is fun and happy. I needs and loves her more and more, just feel like seeing her every minute every second.

Lovely Lovely!!
Haha!! So Cute dear!!

I love you!!

My Sis 22nd Advance Birthday Dinner

2007-10-06T09:55:00.000+08:00

Ytd, My dear, me, my sis and her bf had my sis 22nd birthday dinner at Kushin Bo Jap Buffet Restaurant although my sis birthday is on 8 Oct. Advance loh. haha. We had a great time there, although exp but the food is good. The snow crab is huge and delicious, just can't stop eating. haha.

Cin, Happy 22nd Birthday!!

i can see my darling had a great time also, happy. You are the best my dear!!

Jing, Sis, Me, Baby Ariel
Lovely couple!

I love you!

2007-10-05T02:25:00.000+08:00

Ytd, Went to my taiwan friend zheng jia's farewell dinner as he is going back to taiwan to serve the nation. I brought my darling along for the dinner. So she saw most of my good friends, and my friends get to know her too. I know she is quite nervious at first too. haha. But she is so cute and everyone will like her. haha =)

My dear is disturbed by something regarding me, but i gave her a promise because i love her so much and wants to be with her for the rest of my life. =)

Group Photo
Dear, i love you!

Her Home

2007-10-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

Ytd, went to my dear's house for dinner. Feel very very nervious before reaching her house.. haha. I know her family members are friendly, but i just feel nervious.. haha. But after staying there for a while.. all the nervious feeling were gone. Because she is beside me, so makes me feel calm. We are so crazy towards each other, and we love doing crazy things.. hahaha =)

Madly in love!!!

2007-10-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, went to meet my dear after her work for dinner then went for some desert. Then went velvet dragon with her.

Dear, you are so cute!
So Sweet!!! HAHA

Went to watch the movie "Nannies Diary" last sat. Not bad a show.

Muackz!!

Don't be shy lah, darling!! Hungry For your kisses!

Ytd, had dinner with my love and did some shopping at PS. Love being with her no matter what we do. =)

Our love has become very stable as time passes. We are getting possesive towards each other, but we loves it. Because it let us feels that we care and love each other so much. Haha. My love for her is still increasing as each day passes. She still makes my heart beat faster when she looks at me with full of love, Makes me feel that i have the whole world when she hugs me and makes me feel that the earth actually stop turning when she kisses me. I just love her so much!!! And i am very happy that i have her. =)

=)
I miss her!!

I love Her!!! So Much!!!

2007-09-28T09:54:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to meet my dear after her work to catch a movie. We saw the movie " I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry". A very funny show.

My Love looking at me
I love you!!

Loving Her

2007-09-27T02:52:00.000+08:00

Had lunch with my darling today, Its just a simple and short lunch but everything seems wonderful. Seeing her makes me happy.

Her voice really melts my heart when she talks to me normally, but if she talks to me seriously or impatiently because of something then it really makes me sad. She really does affect me alot.

Although its impossible to be happy all the time in a relationship cos human does make mistakes, but i will try my best to let her be happy all the time.

When you really love someone, you are willing to give and sacrifice, and if you start to take someone for granted and only think for yourself, that means your love for her/him is starting to disappear.

I can really feel that her love for me is really very deep and maybe even higher than sky. haha.
And of course my love for her is the same too. haha.

We are just a perfect match. haha =)

I love her so much!!!

2007-09-26T02:44:00.001+08:00

I am back from oversea. Went Hong Kong, Shanghai and Su Zhou for 10 days. Quite a fun trip. The places and scenaries are nice, Food is nice. Hong kong food is really nice, no wonder ppl says their food is one of the best in the world. And quite surprise by the different culture although we are all chinese. Hong kong ppl seems very tense with their everyday life and all looks moody on the road and mrt. haha. As for china ppl, OMG, don't really feel like commenting cos too jia lat. Buying things in china is like having a war with the sales ppl. Have to bargain and bargain and bargain. Even buying only one stuff. Soooo tiring. But after all, the scenary in china is superb.

After these 10 days, BROKE!! Spent too much..haha. Need to eat grass for the next 2 mths le.. haha. Things at mong kok(hong kong) is cheap and nice, so went bk there 2 times to shop. haha.
Things in hong kong disney all looks so cute. Feel like buying all of them for my dear ariel.. haha.

Get to see my mom and grandma in hong kong and dad in shanghai. Its seems so long ago that i have saw them. Had good times with them too.

So After all, had a great time with my sis, mom, grandma and dad.

For these 10 days, i really miss my princess ariel a lot a lot a lot. How i wish she is there with me. Although i called her everyday, but just feel like seeing her, hugging her so much. Keep on thinking of her every minutes every second. That type of feeling is so torturing, i won't not separate with her for so long ever again. Every where i go, i will bring her along. I really love her so much. But one thing is that these 10 days made our love even more stronger than before and we really can feel the importance of each other in each others heart. And it makes us realise that we are both the top priority in each others' heart. And we can't live without each other. I really love her so so so so so much. =)

And Finally, i am back to her huggies. Hahaha. =)

Darling, I am back!! I love you!!

Hong Kong, Tsim Sha Tsui road
With mom and grandma at disney

With sis at one of shanghai's old street

Shanghai Nan Jing walking street

Shanghai Wai Tan

Hong Kong Disney Castle

Dear, You are so cute!!!

Back to your hugs!

I love you!!

2007-09-14T02:26:00.000+08:00

Leaving for hong kong shanghai today 8am for 10 days. I will miss my darling a lot.

Ytd went to fetch my dear from office ard 11pm as she need to ot until then. poor thing. then went mac for dinner or consider supper. then send her back home.

For this 10 days, i will miss her badly, but i still need to enjoy my trip, if not she will think because of her i never enjoy. hahaha. She will be very busy with her company events for this 2 weeks so hope she take care of herself and jia you. And i believe she will as she is my superwoman. haha =)

I miss you!!! I love you !!!

2007-09-13T03:25:00.000+08:00

Doing my last night shift now before i leave for hong kong on friday morning. Quite busy as there are cricket world cup, rugby world cup and england international match, but still got a bit of free time to write this blog.

Met my princess ytd at toa payoh central after her work in the evening as i need to change hong kong and china currencies. After that we went for dinner at MOS burger, then went back to my house. She wore a yellow dress which i said nice last time when i saw one of her photo that she was wearing. =)

My beloved Darling

I Love Her !

Some ppl might think that we are still in honeymoon period. But for me, i think this honeymoon will last forever. A very very strong feeling deep in my heart tells me so. And as each day passes, my love for her just keep on increasing in light speed. No signs of slowing down. haha =)

Its just one month since we are together, but we already feel the importance of each other in our hearts. And i can really feel that she loves me very deeply, which makes me feel confident, needed and so loved. =))) . We will work hard for each other for our bright future.. hahaha

My darling told me that i am very needed and loved by her and so i have to take care of myself properly. SO SWEET!!! hahaha. =) Her every action, facial expression and what she said are all so sweet to me.

She is a present from god given to me. I have to thank god for that. =)

2007-09-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

Ytd, met my dear in the evening to buy mooncake for her parents. Initially wanted to buy champagne mooncake from raffles hotel. But after that we actually bought real durian mooncake from taka's mooncake fair. Hope her parents like it. She tried it and said not bad, but i didn't try cos i am scare of durian.. haha...

Had our dinner at taka basement's hong kong cafe. The portion for the fried rice is soooo small.. only can fill half of my stomach..haha.. but drank the milk tea + coffee until full.

Saw a free boxing show(cat fight) at orchard mrt control station while waiting for her to top up her farecard. Witness a butch slapping a gal in the face real hard and then 2 butches fist fighting after that.. haha.

Darling told me that she was hearing FM ytd morning on her journey to work and the FM is talking abt a topic of office romance and allows audience to call in to share their experience. So she just try calling and she get THRU. So she talk abt the experience of 2 of us last time when we just we met. haha... SO SWEET!!! =) BUT!!!! I am sleeping at that time and did not get the chance to hear.... errrrrrr.. why why.. why am i sleeping.... how i wish i heard it.. haha

While on the way home after sending her home, start missing her so much and start to think that i will be missing her sooooooooo much while i am on the hong kong shanghai trip.

A kiss from her everyday makes my day and makes me fly. Thats just how impt she is to me.

2007-09-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

Ytd i went to her office to find her for lunch as it is our one month anniversary and i had to work in evening. Had our lunch at her office canteen, although its simple but we still had a wonderful time. Things seems simple but with her ard, everything becomes phenomenal. Her smiles, her hugs, her kisses and the way she looks at me always make my heart jump extraordinarily fast.

One Month Anniversary

2007-09-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

Today 10 Sept 07 is our one month anniversary!!! haha =). Although its only one mth, but it seems we have been together for a long time. but time spend with her always pass so fast. One month have passed, but i wish i can be with her forever. haha... I will be meeting her for lunch for our anniversary today cos i need to work in the everning.. can't wait can't wait to see her.. On sat, i met her at woodlands, then we went for lunch at jurong entertainment center then we went for ice skating... haha. Then we walk ard in IMM then have dinner at streets hong kong cafe. After that we went back my home as she stayed over my place that night. I really enjoy myself that day. I love every second i spend with her, doesn't matter wat we are doing.She said i am amazing because of how i treat her. But actually i am just a simple guy who is devoted and wants to give all my love to a gal(Ariel) who i love most and deeply. And to protect her and take care of her forever. :)

I love her!!!!

2007-09-06T03:56:00.000+08:00

Had a stomachache ytd evening.. sianz... last for 2-3 hrs. Makes me sit on the sofa watching tv and don't feel like moving, but at last its okay now.

Met her ard 11pm ytd and have to work at 12 and time flies. the period of time is like a dream to me, passes so fast. Just like i just met her then have to say bye bye. Time with her is always not enough. How i wish i can see her and hug her everyday every minute.

She told me something she read from somewhere like top 5 lifestyles that will decrease your life in this world. The top one which is 5 stars is inbalanced diet, not enough sleep and never eat breakfast. Hahaha... thats me! But what i think is, it doesn't matters how long you live in this world but how happy and blissful you are when you are alive. And i am very blissful and happy now because of her.. haha.

"Its impossible for you to please all the people, thats always some ppl that will be pleased by you but some will feel disappointed. Pleasing all the ppl is just a dream, it will not happen."

"Time is control and managed by you and not you controlled by the time."

4 more hrs to knock off.

I miss her so much!

2007-09-05T06:42:00.000+08:00

Alone working at night, a busy and tiring night with the US Opens and Crickets. Although busy but at least i can get my "touches" back...haha. Everything went smooth...haha =).

Other than busy with work, still keep thinking of her. Think of the times we just know each other and she always come over to chat with me(Sweet memories). And times we start to have feeling for each other but each other don't know and guessing the other person's feelings... haha... but actually quite obvious...haha.. And of course times when we started to realise we are in love with each other and one night of talk(actually ard 3hrs) made us together... and thats a start of a wonderful love.. haha... =)

9 more days before i leave for Hong Kong for 10 days, thinking of that makes me feel "SIANZ...." Because that means i cannot see her for 10 days, i will definitely miss her like crazy. Maybe i should take it as a test for our relationship, but that sounds weird cos that means our love is not strong enough thats why we need a test. But our bond is very strong already. So i rather take it as a period of time which will make us feel that we are even more important in each other's heart and makes our bond stronger. Hope everything goes fine. *pray* ..haha =)

40 mins to off work.. haha.. but sad thing is i cannot see her today .. and maybe even tml ..

2007-09-04T21:28:00.000+08:00

Went out with my dear ariel ytd, had a lovely dinner and watch the movie called 1408. The story is quite interesting at the beginning but as the movie goes on, it become so exaggerated that i feel i am not watching horror movie. haha... but anyway, as long as with her by my side, it does not matter at all. =)

Today i went to fetch her home from work. Although its a very short period of time, but feel very happy when seeing her.

Went to the gym before i fetch her, inside the gym is full of unrecognise youngsters, those ppl like shopping for gym equipment rather than doin it. And makes the place so crowded, makes me so "pek chek". =(

Miss her so much everyday, just feel like seeing her everyday every moment. But i have to give freedom to do wat she likes.

2007-09-03T03:20:00.000+08:00

"Loving her makes me happy, she loves me makes me feel like in the heaven."

2007-09-01T12:19:00.000+08:00

"Human tend to take things for granted when they feel comfortable, they only feel the importance when they start feeling they are losing it."

"When you really love someone, you are willing to give. If you don't, you are only willing to receive."

What Love Can Do

2007-08-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

Ytd i met my best friends at bishan after sending her home and we are chit chating at s11. They said that i am a changed person when i was on the phone with her. The way i talk to her and the expression, so they keep disturbing me. haha.

Ya, i realised i am a change person too because i am so enjoy in love with her. She always make me smile and feel so sweet all the time. And i always wanna tell her how much i love her but sometimes words is just not enough for me to express my love for her. Haha. =)

What i want from her is simple, i just want her to love me deeply always and stay by my side forever. And i want to be the person who shares her joy and sadness. The first to be there when she needs someone and take care of her.

Ring

2007-08-29T02:27:00.000+08:00

Ytd we bought a couple ring for each other, the ring is meant to tie each other down.. hahaha. and we are willing to be tied down by each other... =)

Everythings Perfect

2007-08-27T02:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!!! Man Utd finally get their first win of the season with a 1-0 against tottenham by a superb long range strike by new signing Nani after getting only 2 points for the last 3 games.
Although they played badly for this match but at least they still win..haha.

Ytd have been a wonderful day for me and her. everything is excellent for us. Our love just getting better and better after each day. haha. We just love each other so much that we knows that we love each other more than anyone else. =) .

We watch the movie Evan Almighty ytd. Not bad the movie, very funny. There's a part where the god told evan's wife that " God doesn't let two person in love with each other but god creates the opportunity for the two person to be in love with each other." Thats so true, if both of us didn't take the opportunity to express our love to each other that time.. then we won't be together so happily right now or in the future. haha =) .

Anyway, we are just so perfect for each other. haha.

New Experience

2007-08-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

I finally knows what is the true feeling of worrying abt someone's safety so badly that will makes you so lost and panic, and the real relieve when you see that person is fine and alright in front of you. You just want to give the person a huge and tight hug.

Nights

2007-08-25T02:42:00.000+08:00

Nights... Something i hate and love... I love nights sometimes because i can listen to songs i like and do my own things or think of something quietly without being disturb.. but sometimes its just so torturing at night, bothering abt things until lose my sleep.

Loving someone should love who she already is and not trying to change her to who you like. And her past made her who she is now. But say is easy and doin it, is HARD. Because you want to let her be the most happy person in this planet so sometimes you will ask yourself, is she happier last time when you see her past times. Can Someone teach me how to do it?

I hate trying to change someone or keeping someone with who is not truly happy with me. I hate that feeling.

I always believe SMILE tells a person if she is really happy or just happy. Maybe i am wrong, but its just wat i believe.

Experience from the previous relationship, i realise ppl can sometimes force yourself not being your ownself and not doin wat you like to do just because you love that person and accept that person's unreasonable.

Love shouldn't be like this. This type of relationship don't last long.Love should be happy with the person you like and still doing things you like and be yourself. But most relationship doesn't happens this way.

I always feel that did i did something wrongly, but something will just cover my this strange feeling and let me continue with it. Chim right!!! haha.

Recently i just keep listening to a few same songs, maybe those songs just tells how i feel.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Feel like screaming out...how i wish i can escape from this busy city and just stay at a beautiful beach for a few days.... I think i need to find someday to go sentosa and get a lot of sun...to let me feel life is so great again.. I love NATURE and SUNSHINE...haha.

My mood is fine, but sometimes i just think that i think too much. haha. maybe is because i just want to do everything to perfection including love, work, friendship and pushing myself too hard to the limit. Although i think a lot but i am a optimistic person, so after that i will just continue thriving for what i want. haha. =) . Right now i have a love relationship which worth me trying to keep by my side forever, so i will fight for it thru the end. Life is wonderful and lots of things and places waiting for me to explore. I have to work hard so that i can fulfill my dreams.. jia you to myself.. haha..

Bad Ending for the Day

2007-08-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

Everything goes pretty well for the day, until the end of the day.....

I made a silly mistake in work, which i normally don't... how can this happen to me!!!!!!
I have been always so careful but just a while of careless.. this happen. so suay... feel so bad..

BAD DAY!!!! =(

Trip to sunway lagoon part 2

2007-08-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

Some photos Of Sunway Lagoon Trip Part 1

2007-08-24T13:34:00.001+08:00

She and me went to sunway lagoon for holiday last week.

Strange Feeling

2007-08-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

Its only one hr ago that i last blog, for this one hr, wat a boring man can do is to go ard the internet and look look see see.

But the worst thing is seeing something which shouldn't see anymore or shouldn't have even go to read it. Since boring and waiting for hair to dry, so i went to see it and thought i might not feel much as that was her past and she already belong to me. BUT!!!! I was wrong, the more i read, the more strange feelings goin thru my mind and brain. Can't explain that feeling, but its just like heart start to cramp together and a lot of thoughts goin thru the mind but don't even know wat exactly i am thinking myself. Not upset but just feel strange. Issit jealousy ? Might be. Haha.
Thats why, even boring shouldn't have went to see.

Everyone have past, but the current one just wanna surpass everything and every moment of the past.

Although with this strange feeling, but it doesn't affect my love for her at all. Its just my own problem. After a good sleep, everything will be fine. =)

A Blissful Evening

2007-08-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

After a day of work, staying home having dinner with her and watching a movie can be so sweet and blissful. Although the ending of the movie is stupid. I really love being with her even doing nothing.

But she has been lack of sleep because of me, thats the only thing i feel sorry for her. What i can only do is to give her full of my love.

22 Aug: A Sweet Day

2007-08-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

We intended to watch simpson today and we rush to the cinema after her work but then realise its full. haha. How silly we are. But as long as i am with her, it doesn't matters at all.

After dinner, we sat somewhere, have a drink and talk thru our hearts regarding past and present. Although feel strange when hearing some of the things but feel relieved and happy by wat she said and even more confirmed that she really love me alot. haha. =) * 100 .

She told me that she had a bad thoughts which make her happy and guilty. But for me, its like honey drips into my heart. So Sweet! I hope she will not feel guilty for that because its not her fault to think that way. I will belong to her forever as long as she still loves me. I believe i will have a sweet dream today even thought i am tired. =) * 1000 .

21 Aug : A Bad Day which Ends Good

2007-08-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today happen something which cause a bit of unhappiness btw us. Something which hurt my heart like a arrow shot in my chest. She explained to me and i believe she did not did it with purpose. But at that moment of time it does hurts. But everything is fine after she explained and time heals.

Maybe i am a person who needs a lot of attention and love, thats why i tend to think a lot when i don't feel it. But of course i do still love her a lot and i know she love me a lot too. Maybe its just the way we express our love affection differently. but after communicating, everything are fine or even better than before. Any unhappiness should be communicated and not hide inside, this sentence is so true.

Everytime i see her, i realise i love her even more, although sometimes i might get a bit lost when she is not beside me.

After all our love became stronger than before and understand each other even more. What a good ending after such a troubled day. Haha. =)

A day with lots of Thoughts

2007-08-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

Off today, so rotting at home waiting to meet ariel in the evening. Since rotting at home, a lot of thoughts goes thru my mind. Started thinking am i tieing her too tight since she is still young and needs to enjoy her life to the max. So decided maybe i should give her more freedom. Although she says that i am not tieing her too tight, but who knows, maybe in the future she might think i otherwise. Or Maybe i am just too free , thats why thinking too much.

I have been thinking that whether is it that for the past 7 years, i did not really devoted into love, thats why i felt no pressure and worries during that time. And now suddenly, i am so devoted to someone, and i can't get use of thinking abt worries for this period of time. Time may tell. But i knows that everything will be better and fine in the future. Good luck to myself.

I said something to her yesterday which i regreted that i have said. I promise her that i will tell her everything, but how can i tell her that i will only tell her in 1 to 2 yrs time(something only me and her knows) and says she is too young to understand like a elderly. haiz... Thats my fault.

Mood have been unstable for the whole morning and afternoon. Don't know why, but just feel moody. But when the time is nearer to meeting her, mood became better.

My sister reply a email to me, which make me feel touched and loved. And realise that both of us will always fight all the way to achieve our common dream and goal. I love my sister!

Starting A New Lease Of Life

2007-08-20T05:54:00.000+08:00

I started this blog because of a gal name Ariel which i met one month ago. life have been so unexpected for the last one month. I never expect i will meet a gal which i will love her so much and so deeply. My whole world had been surrounded with her face, her eyes, her laughers, her voice, her smell and just everything abt her. I am so glad that she loves me as much. Although there's a lot of obstacles, we are still able to get together on 10 August 2007. Its 9 days since we are together but it seems we are together for 9 months. She makes me forget of all the troubles i have when i see her, makes me laugh, feel sweet in my heart with what she says and let me realise what true love is all about. We gave each other so many promises as though we have been together for a reallly long time. My love for her have been increasing dramatically like a rocket shooting into outer space.

Because of her, i gave up a 6-7 years stable relationship. i feel so guilty and sorry towards my ex-girlfriend. She likes me since 13 years old and finally got together with me when we are 18. I hurt her so badly when i told her that i fell in love with another gal. 12 years... 12 years is the amount of time she spend on me and in the end what i can only tell her is "I sorry"...... I feel that i am such a bad guy and maybe the worst guy she will ever met. Hope she will find someone who truly loves her and care abt her.

Because of this, i feel that some friends start moving apart from me and my sister start to feel that i have forgotten the our common dreams and plans. I feel so pressured about all this when i am alone. My sister sent me a email to let me know what she feel and i replied her of what i feel and i still cherish our common dreams and goals and still fighting towards it.

I am not sure if i am right to make this decision of choosing to be together with ariel in other ppl's view but she is what i want in my life, who i really love and wanted to be with. And i won't have any regrets.